Questions

I honestly don't even know what to write right now. I usually have some thoughts or ideas or something, but today I just don't. This week has been rough, I mean really rough. The past two nights you would have found Heath and I laying next to each other both crying. I'm not sure really what's going on we are just not doing well. We honestly don't know how to trust God or walk by faith in this, or maybe we do but it's just hard. How do you continue to fight the lies when you're tired? How do you not feel discouraged by your own lack of faith? How do you not think about it every second of every day? How do you not just turn your mind off when you have some down time? How do you know when it's time to move a different direction? How do you continue to have true intimacy when you have to have a schedule for intimate time?
How do you explain all of these thoughts to others?

So many questions, so little answers. But we will keep fighting! Our God is good-always, no matter where He has us on our journey.